Chapter I
Published on 03/18,2015
Let’s start the story with the end. A one good, old, heartbreaking end.
Are those the last words you’re gonna say?
No. The last words are go to hell!
Good. Then I suppose I’ll see you soon?!
You wish!
And there it is. No drama at all. The end happened, and really, maybe that was the 4th or 5th end, but it was a solid end. The one that you always picture as intersection. Sometimes moments like this make you. They change you and leave you broken. It is your decision weater you’re gonna pick up those pieces and create a new one, or you’re gonna lay down and pretend you’ve died.
Now, let’s go a little further.
Can you tell me one reason why I should stay?
No.
That’s the best you’ve got?
You know what? If you wanna leave I won’t stop you. If you think you’re unhappy than I force you to go.
Why?
Because I do love you. Maybe it doesn’t seem like that sometimes.. often… but I really want you to be happy. With or without me.
Than I’ll leave.
Than you should.
When you remember this scene, you ask yourself why wasn’t that enough? He says he loves. For a guy like him, that’s a huge step. Than you think…
I was so happy today!
Why?
I killed history!
Good for you.
What’s wrong?
Nothing.
Why aren’t you telling me anything lately? It was so perfect just few days ago and now you’re making a mess out of my life!
You are right. We have to talk.
(…)
Are you gonna say anything? Alex? Talk to me. Tell me I am bastard, and how much you hate me. Scream at me I beg you. Slap me in the face! Don’t do this! I can’t put up with your silence. I made a mistake I admit.
Were you sorry?
I know now how much I love you, and how badly it was of me…
Were you sorry?
...No.
Then a little devil steps on your shoulder and says why haven’t you slapped him? He deserved it! That devil keeps you off the ground, he picks up your pieces. And the angel just sometimes brings you back faith and humanity. But let's be true. HI FIVE TO THE DEVIL.
03/19,2015, at 00:05
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AAAAAAAAAAAA love it, love it! Want mooore!
03/19,2015, at 00:26
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Soon, :)
03/19,2015, at 10:08
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Why didn't you slapped him?
03/19,2015, at 10:10
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E napokon da pronadjem nesto na ovom sajtu na engleskom sto mogu fino da iscitam. Svaka cast za tvoj engleski, imas jak vokabular.
Intersection? Great!
03/19,2015, at 10:12
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Kada ce jooooos? :) Moras da ugovoris vreme, da znamo kada da se ulogujemo.