Moje nista

Published on 11:57, 06/01,2015

Dodju dani kad ti fali. Da budemo realni, meni uvijek nesto fali. Kad fali puno to je dobro, jer svaljujes sve na svoju razmazenost. Kad fali malo, onda boli. Boli sto to malo nemas. Ja znam kako boli jer ja nikada nisam imala sve. Ili nista il ponesto. Lijepo je kad nemas nista, naucis da to nista je tvoje trenutno sve. Kad imas ponesto hoces vise. Kad vec stigoh dovde sto ne bih jos malo? Zato! Zato jer si tu stigao kako ne valja, i to ti je luce previse. Kad bi brali sve cvjetove sa polja ostao bi korov. Nikome on mio ne bi bio. Sve sto si ubrao uvenuce pred tvojim ocima jer da bi se nesto rodilo drugo mora umrijeti. Znao si to. Dzaba zalivas korov iz njega miris ne ide. Cuvaj ono svoje nista. Milije je to nego tudje sve. Jer znas... uvenuce. Sve vene. Pa i mi. 


Eagles heart - The other cheek Chapter II

Published on 00:16, 06/01,2015

'Let's be true.You are not a saint. I know who you are. The problem is that you are too young to know who you are.' 'Why don't you tell me?' 'No.' 'Daddy, please.' 'If I tell you... you'll be afraid.' ' But then I'll know. I will control it.' 'You won't. Let's say, someone slaps you in the face...' 'Who?' 'Does it matter?' ' Yes daddy, If it's someone I love I will turn another cheek' if it's not then I assume I deserved it.' 'Liar. You wouldn't.' He smiled. He knew. He had to. He was all I've got.He looked me right in the eyes and read me as a book. 'You know, I love the fact that you would't turn another cheek. I love even more the fact that you would use your words to fight this war. I love I made a lady! A lady who knows what deserves and won't accept anything less.' He lighted a cigarette and looked at the sky. He adored stars. 'Promise me.' 'I do.' 'But silly you don't know what.' Then he strongly smiled, the way I always see him in my eyes. It was true, I could do anything for that man. He was my Sun and my Star but never a cloud. He was the snow and a morning dew but never a stormy rain. 'Promise me you'll save that daring kid in you. Promise me you'll never take less then you deserve. Promise you'll never turn another cheek.' 

'I promise daddy.  Then you have to make a promise.' ' Shoot.' 'You have to stay forever.' 'No, I don't. I need to stay as long as you need me, and you are a strong little girl who still doesn't fall asleep until I kiss her in the forhead. But you know what? If I go, I will go peacefuly. And you will stay, to keep that promise. Now go to bed, and when I come I want you in your pajama in the your bed. Not Dijana's. Comprende baby girl?'

'Comprende capitano!'